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I am always confused. More so because no one knows who I really am. Everyone knows a different truth about me. I am always stuck between reality and perception. I feel like I have to present myself differently to different people in my life. Some people don’t know I quit my job a few months ago while others do. When these people ask me “Hey Wumi how’s work?” I either evade the question or say that work is going well. Even within myself, I tell myself different things. Sometimes I am okay with where I am in my life and I feel true happiness. Other times, I question whether my happiness is real and begin a painful game of comparison with others. I…